Feels

People think they mean more to me than they actually do
Do y'all think about me? because i don't think you do
You like the thought of being closer than we actually are
And when you think about it, that gap is pretty far
Overtime i think most people just grow apart
Go their separate ways. and go follow their heart
I made a mistake going back, thinking it'll be the same
I'm more disappointed in my self, not thinking it'll change
I'm feeling strange trying to hold a conversation
We aint got nothing in common, i think its confirmation
We both were trying to holding on to the past
Suppose to be forever, but forever never last
I was drowning in a glass, trying to mask the anxiety
I couldn't look you in the face, when you fake smile at me
That's why i was just sitting there quietly
I'll tell you how i feel, but i'll talk to you in privacy

Yeah, all this awkward conversations and
Ya know, people change, things change
I've changed, so nothing personal
Just got to move on, anyways so

People only miss you when you're gone
You never cross their mind, when they got something going on
Their disappointed in me, and I could careless
I've always went through with no fear being fearless
Never fearful, miss me with an earful
And I don't really care, so why should I be careful
Why should I be cheerful? And Why have you in company
Where were you when I need help, and lately, what have you done for me
You know, really yo my minds blown
No one ever visit me when i was in a different time zone
Excuse me, except my little brother
But that's blood, and blood is different from all the others
That's how I feel, and even family, Is being funny
It's like, hi, how you doing, and can I borrow some money
This is why I'm so distance
They're looking at me like, they can tell that things are different

Yeah