Campfire Rhymes

Right now I can't think of anything to say
A single rhythm to play
A melody to relay
Making beats that I don't connect with, but
This ain't a relay
I can't just pass it to the next kid
Constant reevaluation
My content bleeds without hesitation
The concept is seeking contentment
So in this context I'm coming to get back to basics
I read an interview with JGivens
Got me reconsidering the way that I market myself
Brand management is just the way that you're living
Am I consistent?
A young man rippin' writtens that claims to be a Christian
In an arid climate
Is my lifestyle aligned with Christlike strivings?
Am I defined as a sputtering spigot or as a hydrant?
Feel like I lost my vision and I'm just climbing to find it
(Like Divine inspiration)

I wrote this song to the campfire's glow
Just aiming to ignite: these are campfire flows
I don't wanna be another cast iron clone
I'mma keep on burning 'till the last dying coal

Disjointed
Disappointed
This appointment
Is feeling pointless
Poignant pointillism that's prodding at all the problems
But probably preventing a solution to resolve them
'Cause all I'm focussed on is all the issues I'm dissolved in
Waiting for the day when I'll finally be absolved then
Maybe loneliness is a feeling that won't affect me
Maybe holiness is appealing, but don't directly
Attend to immediate worldly pleasures
So when it comes to obedience, the world seems better
When it comes to defeating it, my words and letters don't measure up
Pornography's haunting me commonly
I call it robbery
'Cause of all the commas coming in because of human trafficking
My contribution constitutes a consequence of lust
Confusing women for objects feeding prostitution the prospect of pleasure sustains it

I wrote this song to the campfire's glow
Just aiming to ignite: these are campfire flows
I don't wanna be another cast iron clone
I'mma keep on burning 'till the last dying coal

I lift my eyes to the mountains where my help comes from
I'm not where I wanna be, at least I'm not where I was
In order to get it together, you've first gotta be undone
They say that it's darkest before the dawn
I'll never be the greatest
I'll never achieve perfection
Whether I receive that placement
The goal is always progression
The cold will always be the test
My soul's already seen the best
So confidently I call for the King to comfort me when I'm tossed in the ring
The offering was death
So in conquering my flesh
He is glorified - the gore reminds me
How refining fire aligns these
Broken eyes with holiness
It culminates in knowing this is not the final chapter
After this track I've still got a lot to master
I'm learning contentment
Continuing to grow and that is all that I can ask for
Although I've just begun it's time to bring this to a close
I take this moment then be done, but hope the flame still glows