Marble Deficiency (Boo Hoo)

Traced my footprints 'til I tripped over backwards
Why am I always so willing to give into sadness?
Burned down my house just to build me a palace
Painted a picture and spit in the camera (lens)

So what do you do
When you ain't shit?
When you ain't you?
When they say that everything you 'bout is just too much
Of an issue?
They say if you ain't them, you ain't cool

I ain't got a lot of marbles left
Sometimes wish to harm myself
Trapped in my apartment cell
It's all hell

So sick and tired
Of being sick and tired
Figure, life's a bitch
Why don't that bitch retire?
She wouldn't piss on me even if I were lit on fire
Skip entire days of thinking, keep on getting higher

But no amount of drugs
Seem to make me numb enough
To not think about the stuff
That I keep on fuckin' up
They told me life would suck so my "why" should suck it up
My mind was once a dove
Now it's covered up in mud

So what do you do
When you ain't them?
When you're just you?
Sitting in the dark with a box of tissues?
Flipping off your shadows, going boo-hoo?

Bitch boo-hoo
Boo-hoo
Bitch boo-hoo
Boo-hoo
Yeah