I Still See

I messed up to many times
I wronged just to many rights
I lost the only one, who loved me
Now you've been with him
Forgive me of my sins
Cause Loving you's my knack
I won't stop til I bring you back
You tell me you need space
I still need your grace
I still see your face
Baby I still see your face

I see it every morning, when i wake up
But I can't stop
Thinking about the times we had since the 8th grade
In your tank tops
Always pushed me away, until I showed you
I loved you non-stop
You feel back for me
Struck you out, Like a shortstop
It's no exaggeration when I say i lucked out
You loved me with your everything, And then I rushed out
After nearly 4 years, I was confused and flushed out
Never loved someone like I've loved you Thats with no doubt
It's not intellectual for me to let you go
But if my loves ineffectual, i still wanna see you grow
I'm so condemned on myself, My hearts locked up in chains
Losing you's the worst thing i've done, My biggest mistake
I can't fathom with the truth, But the truth is i was lost
My brain high on some drugs, while your emotions paid the cost
I won't descend to darkness, cause I've finally seen the light
I know you won't trust me again, But if you did then you'd be right
I don't expect you to forgive me, I don't expect you trust
My mind was full of sorrow, and my body full of lust
I've been working on myself, I've had god guide my mind
But I'll never stop loving you, regardless if your mine
Our love was like the twilight, you were my breaking dawn
You the beauty to my beast, When I was living wrong
I'm the monster in the castle, you were my ringing belle
And I Spelled that with an E, cause you get mad when i miss spell (ha)

I messed up to many times
I wronged just to many rights
I lost the only one, who loved me
You tell me you need space
I still need your grace
I still see your face
Baby I still see your face
I still see your face
Baby I still see your face

I think about you every day
I can never do it right
When I see you I go blank
So i'll explain through what I write
My favorite thing is music, But that's nothing without you
I love you more than fashion, or more than you love blue
I know that, that's your favorite, cause it fills up your room
I'd give my all to you, My hearts buried in your tomb
I can't just express, I feel so depressed
I can't make the right move, I'm in a strict game of chess
But I realize now, you gave me more than enough
I know we've had struggles, I know things get tough
But It's worth it
Cause love finds a way
I'll promise I won't be mad
If you leave or if you stay
I know I've got some problems
And I'll never solve em all
But if we work together
We can overcome it all