Dis-Jointed

I dont know if you know but this world ain't right & Im not wrong
So ye

Now I got these issues and
These issues got me
I really don't mind & Im
Sure ya find possibly

That I got these issues and
These issues got me
I hope you don't mind
If I'm a little crazy

All because of who I am
Aint never had shit to spend
Go ahead & waste my time
Becuase Im disjointed ye
Land of the free Land of the proud where families make history
All I see all around me is this have ya heard my story

Who are we trynna impress
I was ten & I was stressed
Took care of my family
Was needed not evenly
I think it's quite possibly
Shackles in my mind I guess
This all happens with time and

A child can't look behind
So no timelines I can't confide GUESS more or less youll soon ride
Guess one day youll grow up soon understand I did too it's true
While my family fucking stood right there & watched me go through
What if I needed you & a roof too
So don't bring me excuses to my face when I had to chase
What I pushed and wanted every fucking day I pace
Took it day
By day
And still to this day I can't stand this race
But hey still I smile
It's on my face

Now I got these issues and
These issues got me
I really don't MIND
And Im sure ya find possibly

That I got these issues and
These issues got me
I hope you don't mind
If Im a little crazy

Uh
All because of who I am
Aint never had shit to spend
Go ahead & waste my time
Becuase Im disjointed ye
Lets break it down I spent four years homeless chasing a dream
I was Told I couldnt seamlessly face it & it seamed

All these fucking days I wished
For a place to lay my head
And my mind could not stay calm
I guess cause I was afraid
I Need to talk so maybe
I have some words to say so
Listen this was all in fear

Breathing my past it's all clear
Was giving just to give my all thats how I felt
Hated this life to much baggage I needed
A LIFE DEserving
These fucKING cards life decided to deal and dealt
6 months early 18 Years finished let school discerning
Believe me I got stranded
6000 miles from the coast
For everything I needed & wanted to get ghost
Kinda funny now cause I'm enjoying being alone
In my own zone I trust myself

Now I got these issues and
These issues got me
I really dont mind
And I'm sure ya find possibly

That I got these issues and
These issues got me
I hope you don't mind
If Im a little crazy

All because of who I am
Ain't never had shit to spend
Go ahead & waste my time
Becuase I'm disjointed ye
In my mind no lie deceit
It cannot exist I guess
I'm the last one who wants to
Risk hope you know this world makes
Me sick so sit back as I
Talk about all of this shit
Now watch me get up & go get it
I got these issues & now these issues got meee
Disjointed