Burnt and Worn Out

I used to think before I spoke but now I just want to laugh
Still caught up in the things that happened to me in the past
The smell of roses
And yoga poses
These little things are inconvenient and bring me right back
I just wanna go back

So I tell myself I think too much
And I swear to God I'll stop this but

I got high
And it felt right
But then I got too high
And that was the end of my night
I laid in my car for two hours
Listening to the same song on repeat
And I realized
I'm still not the person
That I always wanted to be

I used to love all your jokes but now I stare into space
What once was funny now is just a dirty slap to the face
"Your hair is too long"
I think that you're wrong
Cuz every word that leaves your mouth gives me a bitter taste
Yeah they're burnt and worn out

So I tell myself I'll sleep tonight
But that's a lie I will not fight

I got high
And it felt right
But then I got too high
And that was the end of my night
I laid in my car for two hours
Listening to the same song on repeat
And I realized
I'm still not the person
That I'd always wanted to be

I miss the way things used to be
The pointless nights and meaningless feelings
I miss the way things used to be
Cuz all I have now are terrible feelings
I miss the way things used to be
The pointless nights and meaningless feelings
I miss the way things used to be
Cuz all I feel now are terrible feelings
I miss the way things used to be (I miss the way things used to be)
The pointless nights and meaningless feelings (The pointless nights and meaningless feelings)
I miss the way things used to be (I miss the way things used to be)
Cuz all I feel now are terrible feelings (Cuz all I feel now are terrible feelings)
I miss the way things used to be (I miss the way things used to be)
The pointless nights and meaningless feelings (The pointless nights and meaningless feelings)
So fuck this
God damn this sucks