Anorexic Queen

My doctor told me that my bloodwork aint promising
My phone muted, trynna curve them when they call me in
Talking to yourself aint weird if there's an audience
I'm at the mic, hanging my nuts & I'm going off again
Hit a button, he get tough and pull a strap out
I don't get why people never act the way they act out
I'm glad to be alive, but death'll rap with me in time
I had to sleep inside my car cause of a DUI
I prolly took 12 shots, I only needed 5
I'd tell you that I peed my pants, but that'd be TMI
That pavlov make my mouth water
That bell ringing is a round starter
Whoo - I wrote a bar that got me geeking out
The type of shit I hope you really try to think about
I'm freaking out because I swallow when I clean my mouth
I keep my eye on the paper, but never read aloud
While yall throwing it up, I've been trynna keep it down
I'm off that, I've been close to that Bulimic route
I dropped 40 pounds the right way
100 to go, my eyes open for that lightweight
I keep hearin puns voice in my head
"100 pounds I'm trynna live" - man I really wish he did
I'm really bothered by things that don't affect me
Like drake copping out, I can't lie, that shit upset me
I'm watching craig like "fight back, fight back"
And he put up the white flag - now my thoughts are running on empty
That made me realize rap don't got the heart it used to
Losing doesn't make you weak, the way you lose do

I keep reaching out to friends who never hit me back
We quickly grow in a part like Robin did in Jack
I brought it onto myself, so I can live with that
But I do feel alone sometimes, I'm nearly in the black
That's why I'm looking thinner, leaned out - cooking dinner
Even with the bucks, I still feel like she a brooklyn center
I feel like Rodney goin back to college
Sophomore at 29, I feel I'm too far behind
Next to babyface and trynna solve a sin
I should've known there'd be interest on borrowed time
William gates, I take the nerd over the hoop dreams
While you get jealous, I get green I'm like a mood ring
I'm near deaf, so yeah I turn up on the radio
I'll leave ya whole crew under the sea like davy jones
Every day the news be looking like the daily show
Everett went to Wakanda to build a trader joes
On DMT, Comparing trips like we on priceline
Even the brightest stars are only seen at night time
It's how you living it, not the length of your lifeline
I'm left brained, so I'm probably not in my right mind
A lit wick, I still been waiting to blow
Y'all are looking at the future, call that raven simone
I ain't buying nothing, take it to my broker
PurelyDef - man, somebody should've told ya