Trust Nobody

I didn't know we were temporary
A life without you just seems scary
I thought you here for the long haul but it was the contrary
Shit haven't gotten a text since January
I expected to to hang all February
But it got to March and I was doubtin
By april so angry I was shoutin
Got to may and I was finally surrounding
Myself with people who aren't always downing
Told you shit my mama don't know
And then you ass went blabbin
I hope you understand that was low
Man that shit shouldn't happen
As a person I know that I grow
Cuz as friend you were lackin
I get it, you were losing interest
Day after day, you were getting more distant
And I saw the signs, you were acting different
Seeing some love but it was inconsistent
I shouldn't have gave you so many chances
Especially under the circumstances
You burned up all of it with some matches
Really made it hard for me to make advances

I got new friends and it's good but not the same
I can't help but feel like I was betrayed
You sent me to voicemail and became afraid
Between me and being happy there's a blockade
The worst part is I don't understand why
Always laughing seems like time flyed
Out of no where you decide to say bye
And I'm left clueless alone and terrified
Of what's to come and no I'm not dumb
I'm sad to see what you've become
People ask if it makes me happy
I've spend nights thinking now my eyes are baggy
Yeah, now my eyes are baggy
Now I got a little more acne
And I'm a little more crabby
And a little less classy