Broken Walls

How can I
Believe you now
You shattered my reality
And truth would never set me free
We are to live
So lonely now
We're shadows of the desolate
Just waiting for the end to hit

If you don't
Then you won't
Have to think about it
If you don't
Say you won't
But I will have to
If you don't
Then you won't
Have to think about it
If you don't
Say you won't
But I will have to

When this all goes down
I'll be waiting for you
Just to close your eyes

Then slowly won't you open your eyes
Finally, look up and realize
Your walls have fallen down from the sky
It didn't have to be this way
But the decision
Has been made up
This time
There's no going back
I'm sorry that I let you down
I didn't mean to let you down
I always try to fix it
Just ends up the opposite

I try to separate myself
Isolation at its finest
Try to focus on myself
It's obvious I'm dying
I try to lock away myself
Isolation at its finest
I can't focus on myself
I'm really fucking trying

If only I would open eyes
Finally, look up and realize
Your walls have fallen down from the sky
It didn't have to be this way
But the decision
Has been made up
This time
There's no going back
I'm sorry that I let you down
I didn't mean to let you down
I always try to fix it
Just ends up the opposite

I hate it
I love it
I hate it
I love it
I hate it
I love it
I hate it
I love it
I hate that
I love it
I love that
I hate it
I hate that
I love it
I love that
I hate it

I hate it
I hate it

I'm sorry that I let you down
I didn't mean to let you down
I always try to fix it
Just ends up the opposite