Real Life Ain't Real

Ay Yo ain't no more playing up around these parts

Check it, dead ink ashes to my finger tips asking what the burn is?
I'm positioned and know its competition when you lacking vision
But a fort wall that brings no love that proclaims peace by calling a truce
It ain't real if an ultimatum makes you choose between winning or losing
Becoming a figure makes you dream bigger
Swear this life only gets deeper, 6 feet
I'd like to meet my grave digger
A whole lot of gibberish before we get to where the business is
Disec-ting innocence with with a cold name such as genesis, with no record of damages
Fuck is the panic? acting like savages, Im not having it
Tryna maintain the havoc and with every stain I'm possessed by a higher strain
Like becoming what your illusions claim
Then boarding a train or end up plain and simple just saying
Lets rather refrain tryna heal the pain to much on my mindwith a vacant brain
Seeking a vibrant dame
Not a cheaterbut I always end with the Mutha F'kn blame
How I overcame, with a sugarcane playing a low budget game
Fuck whatever they're saying
If it leads to hating, steady waiting, while the mixtape playing
Niggas gotta shut up
I saw hard thugs get it, praying
Daydreaming, im leaning with a meaning
Bragging, beaming, human, grabbing my
Q
The way man can getting capped or facing a relapsed, fuck it
Both give weak knees caps
That's the type of shit I don't need
So let me breath