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By the way
Things worked out
Love looks a lot like
Leaving
I was so sure
But now I'm not
This won't be as easy as what I
Once thought
Writing the notes I never thought had to be written
Trying to find the words that properly fit in
Holding back all thoughts while my feelings numb
The dam finally breaks
There's no place to run
I feel nothing
I feel everything
Stay, go
Come back, no
Help me move on
By letting go
I can no longer look at the
Things I used to love since you
Told me I wasn't good and that you'd
Had enough
Yet another time when this
Screwed me over
When constant reassurance wasn't enough
To give me closure
So many red flags
I've lost count
You fill me with nothing but hate and doubt
Why can't you see
There's no amount of therapy
That could help me
Get over what you did to me
I feel nothing
I feel everything
Stay, go
Come back, no
Help me move on
By letting go
The biggest curse of all
Is loving the person you hate the most
And the worst game to play
Is to say you love me
And then walk away
They say everything happens
For a reason
But it's a lot easier said
When you're not the one bleeding
I feel nothing
I feel everything
Stay, go
Come back, no
Help me move on
By letting go
I feel nothing
I feel everything
Stay, go
Come back, no
Help me move on
By letting go
I feel nothing
I feel, I feel, I feel
Everything
Stay, go
Come back, no
Help me move on
By letting me go
I feel nothing
I feel everything
Stay, go
Come back, no
Help me move on
By letting go