Lost My Way

Somebody help me
I feel I've lost my way
My minds in shackles
I feel I've lost my way
Nobody to turn to
I feel I've lost my way
So what am I gon' do
I feel I've lost my way
Jesus Christ you're the man I pray to
You're the guy when I'm feeling blue
So what am I gon' do?
What am I gon' do?
Somebody help me

Scared that lack of patience will get to me
Fear that in a couple months you prolly won't mean shit to me
That's the goes for the first time, the first touch
The first love, the first lust
And now I fear that when it comes, that shit won't mean much
Such a dishonorable way to carry yourself
Living example of somebody that buries himself
Before you answer this question just know it's scary itself
But how you think you gon' maintain when you still scared of yourself
And all your insecurities are just realities covered
And your infatuation that she probably found a new lover
Is just an indication life ain't always what it seems
Life is merely just a dream, nightmare sprinkled in between
Nevermore than what it's deemed, nothing more behind the scenes
Been tryna find the time where I can find my dream
I'm looking for some finer things
And I found out the perks of life ain't simple
I'm tryna make it out the hood over these instrumentals
I fear that I'm really temporary to certain people
I fear that since elementary I've been hurting people
I fear to see penitentiary or a
Cemetery where my futures dead and buried
Any word associated "legend" or "legendary", out the equation for me
I'm scared I gotta watch my back 'cause all my neighbors funny
And I should pray that my race isn't why they shading on me
Fear that I'm secretly a moving target for my homies
Fear that this future ain't promise as often as I preach it
Scared that behind every meeting I'm unaware of secrets
And I'm another coat tail for people to hang on
And if the fame arrives a later time y'all wouldn't stay too long
Y'all couldn't wait too long, y'all had a life to live
Thoughts of having wife and kids, will never reach its heights
I care more about who you care for more than I care for me
Fear that I'll be here forever while you weren't there for me
And proving my papa right, and ruin my mama's life
He not doing college right, you using those condoms right?
You know she forgot about you?
And she forgot "About You"
And all your problems 'bout you
Not really hard to doubt you
I hated Nikki now sometimes I'm kinda glad I found you
There's really nothing left besides this music that I value
Besides my low A1s and all my homies
Yelling telling everyone who hurt my feelings they can blow me
Then they wonder why people request the old me,
I use to tolerate it when I wasn't that much lonely
Then they wonder why people request the old me
Because I

Somebody help me
I feel I've lost my way
My minds in shackles
I feel I've lost my way



Credits
Writer(s): John Calvin Pritchett
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