To See the Future (From "Sword Art Online Alternative: Gun Gale Online")

If I could run away, from everyday
This cruel reality, smothering me
Unsure where I should go, I don't know
Could I take a step to be free

Is it too much, to want to change?
Escape this life I cannot face
Could I reach out and touch you
Oh what more can I do?

And standing before me
The person I wish I could be
I know they're both sides that I can't let go
The power I've gained, is with me each day

I know each lonely night, lonely night, lonely night
Will end when you say "good night"
The warm sun will always shine, always shine
When morning breaks with brilliant light
Though I'm nervous and uncertain
With my worries, holding tight, I close my eyes
To see the future

Looking for a way out, filling with doubt
Looking through panes of glass, I cannot pass
Suddenly the rain falling down, echoing sound
Will it lead and keep me on track?

If I should count from one to three
Would I be lost, cast out to sea
All I ask can I touch you
Oh what more can I do?

And standing before me
The person, I wish I could be
If I believed, there'd be only one
My power growing, my true self is showing

All the pain that I feel, that I feel, that I feel
Will fade when you say "good night"
As the moonlight oh so bright, oh so bright
Envelopes me in radiant white
Sadness once felt, and mixed with joy now
All the feelings in my mind, I close my eyes
To see the future

I know that life ain't easy sometimes
We must be strong, keep the hope alive inside
I bet that god chose to make it this way
A curse on everyone to face the challenge each day

I know each lonely night, lonely night, lonely night
Will end when I say "good night"
The warm sun will always shine, always shine
When morning breaks with brilliant light
Though I'm nervous, and uncertain
With my worries, holding tight, saying "good night"
To see the future