Brainstorm

4:18
Locked in a cerebral prison
Living with my demons in this mental quarantine
Is there more for me?
Won't somebody breathin' spare a soul for me?
Mines been crushed and broken
For a minute, I was living on a downward spiral
Self destructive, I know
Kind of hard to find hope
With the mind games you playin' like broken vinyl
Still 4-1-9 I can't sleep
Only me and my ghosts
Feel them creep on my shoulders
And breath in the corners
Am I going crazy?
Think that's there's something fucked up in my mind
Fill my lungs with the fine
Go for drives, hella high off the whiskey
And lines all the time
Guess I'm wildin'
Cause dying don't faze me
Last time I saw you
Decided you're tired of trying to save me
Thoughts in my head always burning me
But it's 4:20 light up to erase them
Addicted to falling in love
Try to find an emotional high
Rum away from my problems
I don't wanna face them
Chasing the vibe you and I had designed
There was no complications
I fucked up and lied
Shit was never the same
Then I'm stuck on your eyes
I can try, but I'll never replace them

Hands are tired
Don't wanna play more
Happiness
How you always take more
I'm a mess
Need some shelter from this brain storm
What's it gonna take?
Oh, what's it gonna take?
Oh, I can't help but feel alone
Friends gon' kill me if they know
I just want to bring you home
Can you hide me from the storm?

Ashes to ashes I'm on back on my flashes
And can't believe nobody thinking to ask
What is mad in my past
No pressure to gas
I'm a mess, but my faults getting covered by patches
Actually breathing, still keep with my demons
I keep in but can't hold in, lacking the technique
They tell me don't help me
In hell I'm a helliun
Soul never sell it, too smelly chameleon
I'm in mycelium
Still in the storm and it's getting in
Change is still in setting in
Imma just level with
You, but I know how you do and it turn to obsession
When she get undressin'
And promise this time it's no lesson
But you get left guessin' when you never tend it
I'm betting the bedding will lead to a wedding
Just kidding, but really, you get me
Depression
I'm down on myself and you too
I won't let these storm clouds make me wanna lose
Or take it away
I want you stay
I hope you do too this ain't met with no play
And I'm here to remind
You every time
Till I find that you change
I'm not changing this time
I still came to the casket and prayed to divine
But the rain puddles turns into waves in my mind

Hands are tired
Don't wanna play more
Happiness
How you always take more
I'm a mess
Need some shelter from this brain storm
What's it gonna take?
Oh, what's it gonna take?
Oh, I can't help but feel alone
Friends gon' kill me if they know
I just want to bring you home
Can you hide me from the storm?

Time is still ticking
My mind is conflicted
You tried you should quit
Rather die for this shit
They don't love you and never did look at 'em laugh
I'm good with the homies I have
Dammit I know that you're mad, I make it a habit
Already put myself past it
Why don't you go out and drink till you blasted
I don't need that shit
I take inspiration from madness
Im on the passive
Turn on my actions
Made an escape from the things that distract me
Pulling you back in
Cant let it happen
Won't hold me down anymore
Ive been working to hard to break free
And I'm ready to battle some more
Open the door I can help you see what it could be
We are the same but you'll never be me

Hands are tired
Don't wanna play more
Happiness
How you always take more
I'm a mess
Need some shelter from this brain storm
What's it gonna take?
Oh, what's it gonna take?
Oh, I can't help but feel alone
Friends gon' kill me if they know
I just want to bring you home
Can you hide me from the storm?