Rollin' Stone

My baby say that I'm a rolling stone
Goodbyes I hate em, and I dread the days I gotta go
Wish I could bring you out to every show
I never wanna leave you sad and stuck at home alone
I'm on the road, doing shows yo the rap life
But this ain't hunky dory I ain't even finna act like
There's no struggle no strife I got a woman soon to call my wife
Stuck home with the babies and a body pillow by her side
Wish I could dry her eyes, we try hard not to fight
But our emotions get the best of us sometimes
But I guess we only human, you a bitch and I'm just stupid
Then we reunite again it's like we both got shot by Cupid
Like damn, we both be going through it
But if I was still on dope and ain't met you, I probably wouldn't be doing music
So I'm grateful, cause of you my life be steadily improving
You the reason why I don't go fucking lose it

I'm sorry for the pain I cause and if I (cause a ruckus) all the time
But even when I'm gone, I always got you on my mind
You the reason why I gotta (cause a ruckus) on this stage
Cause soon I'm finna make it and we'll all be sitting paid
Til that day I gotta go and (cause a ruckus) chasing dreams
I'll do what I gotta do to make this thing reality
And even if the way I (cause a ruckus) fucks this up
My love will never change for you, I put that on my daughter or my son

I know you mad and you don't wanna hear it
Through my lyrics but the truth is that's when it's the most sincerest
So I pen it out on paper, hopefully somebody feels it
Grab a microphone and go onstage and hear the whole crowd cheering
Fuck the past, it's time to show em who I am
Cause I grew up with people always telling me "you can't"
A high school dropout, mom and dad they didn't understand
The pain and who I was, the shit was all part of the plan
Bit the bullet, took my chance now there's no turning back from that
And plus I got 3 kids, I gotta go hard as a dad, in fact
I'm trying to do it legal, but I need a little more cash than that
And rap has been my passion not a damn thing can distract from that
This track is thank you and a sorry all in one
Dedicated to you, and the rest of those I love
And I feel like I'm dying just like Weezy off that mud
But I keep pushing on and don't look down I keep my noggin up

But still my mind can (cause a ruckus) til I'm down and out
Conversate with demons, why the fuck they always shouting loud?
I never meant to (cause a ruckus) with my actions
All the pain you feel because of me I just couldn't imagine
Waiting for the day my kids can (cause a ruckus) at the beach
And my future wife can wake up with sand underneath her feet
Maybe one day I won't go and (cause a ruckus) in these streets
And be the man I wanna be and bring my A-G-A-M-E