Close the Door

(I think your name is magical)
(Whoof)
(This is it, Joel. It's gonna be gone soon)
(It's my pitfalls)
(Check, yeah, yeah)

Damn, all the progress climbing
When you lookin' back, remember times that were forgotten, yeah (okay)
I used to skate around in public (yeah)
Now I drive the whip around the places I grew up, it's
Such a change when reflecting on the past
But remember not to latch onto any of what happened, yeah
Instead, I use it as a tool for any current situation
Hope I learned a thing or two, but
An old soul, so much wisdom for my youth
Things were so damn different
Used to kick it with the crew after school
Smoke a blunt up in the woods and get some food
Not a worry in the world until that one day
I talk about it all the time; was the blunt laced?
Had so many thoughts up in my mind, I never gotten any closure
And it's been so many years, I gotta let it go because
The answer never show, no, it ain't gotten any closer, damn

I set a fire to the moon shade
We are just shadows in the cascades, I'm missing
Felt that love in your old games
The sky will leave
I set a fire to the moon shade
We are just shadows in the cascades, I'm missing
Felt that love in your old games
The sky will leave
I set our bodies in the dirt

Oh well, I guess the time flies, don't it?
Circle through the fights in my mind that you don't remember having
Man, I feel like you prioritize so much other that your family
Or just your own wife though it's
Your life so I keep to myself
Never had a father, figure I just speak to myself so
I guess we so damn different
And you will never change so we so damn distant
And I wonder if you proud of me
And I could ask, I mean you live in the same house as me
But it ain't worth it, fuck it, no purpose
And you never support it
Til you thought that you could earn a little money from it
At least that's how I took it
And I just wanna get a bunch of cash and buy my mom a house
I think you don't deserve it
And all the years, all the fights, all the yelling
You never gonna apologize, ain't nothing you can tell me, damn

I set a fire to the moon shade
We are just shadows in the cascades, I'm missing
Felt that love in your old games
The sky will leave
I set a fire to the moon shade
We are just shadows in the cascades, I'm missing
Felt that love in your old games (Tell me)
The sky will leave (How does it feel?)
I set our bodies in the dirt

Here I go again, another worthless song
I know that y'all won't even hear the words at all
But first of all, I gotta show my love
For anybody who stood by me through anxiety
The hurt, the fall but
When you fall then you learn to walk
You pick yourself right off the ground and wipe the dirt up off and
Move on like the words to my song
And if you trippin' on the past, it's time you learn to evolve and
That includes me, people do the same things
Fuck a grudge though, remove all of the shitty energy
Yeah, I make music, but you shouldn't Idolize me
We remain humans make mistakes, role model - not me, yeah
We the same, what I'm trying to say
Only difference is my brain can make the pain into pages
Of lyrics written on paper, it's something you could relate to
You not alone there's so many others
Who feeling the same as you, damn

(Just remember that
We're all in this shit together)