She

I'm so tired and I'dont know why
Well I guess it's because I've smoked a lot
And my chest starts to explode
Your black hair makes me fall in love with you
Everytime I'm walking inside the school
The saddest part is that we've never met
But I think that you love me too
I'm trying to find the nerve to call you at night
But it's so hard when she's always in my mind
I'd like to be alone and listen to my favorite songs
I couldnt wait to get home and keep myself awake
With my dog and a pocket of cigarettes my mind is in overdrive
I will never forget the taste of your warm white skin
All I want is to fall asleep and leave out of my room every fucking fears
I take my car and driving fast
Just to feel something different
All I want it's to fall asleep with the headphones in
I don't know if you care but you're the only person I need right now next to me

Please,crash into me
Please,watch me drown in my own blood

My mother said "we grow from the worst"
But the worst is where I came from

I'm so sad today
Outside is raining in my place
It's hard to forget the nights with you
My soul doesn't exist
You are my only wish
Darling I'll stay
I promise you