I Act As If God Exists

People often ask me
Do you believe in God
I don't like that question
First of all, it's an attempt to box me in, in a sense
And the reason that it's an attempt to box me in is
Because the question is asked so that I can be firmly
Placed on one side of a
Of a binary argument
The reason I don't like to answer it is because, A,
I don't like to be boxed in
And B, because I don't know what the person means
By beliеve or God and they think they know
And thе probability that they construe belief
And construe God the same way I do is virtually zero
It's a question that doesn't work for me on multiple
Levels of analysis but strangely enough, just as we were talking,
The answer to that question popped into my head

I act as if God exists
I act as if God exists
I act as if God exists
I act as if God exists

Now you can decide for yourself whether
That means that I believe in Him, so to speak
But I act as if He exists
Then with regards to these other issues the divinity of Christ
I would say the same problems with the question formulation obtain
What do you mean by divine?
And also what do you mean by Christ?
These are very, very difficult questions
Now, I believe that the Logos is divine
If by divine you mean of ultimate value of ultimate transcendent value
Yes
It's divine
It's associated with death and rebirth
Clearly
I act as if God exists
Because the Logos dismantles you and rebuilts you
I act as if God exists
That's what happens when you make an error
When you make an error, some part of you has to go
I act as if God exists
That's a sacrifice, you have to let it
Go sometimes it's a big part of you
I act as if God exists
Sometimes it can be such a big part of you that you actually die
Instead of dying and being reborn
Is there something more than merely metaphorical
About the idea of dying and being reborn
Yes, there is
Because those are associated with physiological transformations
What's the ultimate extent of that?
That's a good question
What happens to the world around you
As you increasingly embody the Logos
We don't know
We don't know

I act as if God exists
I act as if God exists
I act as if God exists
I act as if God exists

The hypothesis is that there has been
One or two individuals who managed that
And that in their management of that
They transcended death itself
So what do you mean by transcended death?
Well, in the case of Christ, let's assume he was a historical figure
Is his resurrection real?
Well, his spirit lives on, that's certainly the case
Let's imagine that a spirit is a pattern of being
Patterns can be transmitted across multiple substrates
Vinyl, air, vibrations in your ear, it's all the
Translation of what you might describe as a spirit
It's that pattern
It's independent of its material substrate
Well, Christ's spirit lives on
It's had a massive effect across time
Well, is that an answer to the question?
Did his body resurrect?
I don't know
I don't know
I don't know what happens to a person if they bring
Themselves completely into alignment
I've had intimations of what that might mean
We don't understand the world very well
We don't understand how the world
Could be mastered if it was mastered completely
We don't know how an individual might be able to manage that
We don't know what transformations that might make possible

I act as if God exists
I act as if God exists
I act as if God exists
I act as if God exists