Too Early

Today
Today

Can't muster up the fortitude to even leave my bed
Lying saying "Kino you're the dude" but sad thoughts rule my head
Every day is just a chore renewed and darkness looms ahead
Bring down others with me or seclude myself to mope instead
In a state sad as the the one you see my city in
Stuck on the ground like the leader of Viridian
Days looking dark soul blacker than obsidian
Saved by the tunes so it's time time to put the midi in
Each day is bad or it's maybe mundane
Got me feeling so sad wanna slice one vein
Joy is a nomad days come one plain
One better by a tad next twelve run train
Ouch
Did smoke help before? Scars are mental and pneumonic
Grey and sad like I'm eeyore thoughts move like a statue Sonic
Heard shroom and LSD lore In my search for a new tonic
But these drug just hurt me more, they're a plague like the bubonic
Yeah I know a lotta people suffer through a sicker strife
That don't really help me while I struggle with the liquor trife
Time'll kill us all but I'm searching for a quicker knife
DNA compulsions always steer me toward a flicker life
This climb I feel is steepening and desperation's seeping in
I fail to form connections so I'm feeling like a creep and then
The hole in me is deepening Emotions I am keeping in
Can't bear to face the world Imma spend forever sleeping in

I don't wanna get up
It's too early
I don't wanna get up
It's too early
I don't wanna get up
It's too early
I don't wanna get up
It's too early

I'm right where the carousel
Of my nightmare this terror tale
Just might care to spare assail
Or fight fair but prepare to fail
Beat any impediment see this Dreadhead ascent
Staying on the rise I'm not sinking like a sediment
Overcome and tread lament pouting never fed a gent
Joy'd feed the guys melancholy wouldn't spread a cent
I will not be brittle like a crayon frail as rayon
Lead the pack cuz the back and middle what they prey on
See my day dawn save your fiddle I will play on
Peaking in a little Imma stay on
This fiend's hiatus won't wonder where he went
That demon's a sadist so now I am decent
I'm feeling the greatest, I know what Ali meant
Won't just be the latest swear on this agreement
Speaking the words I just know to say
Some are so cold it might snow today
Absorb them don't just let them float away
Every true master's a protege
Bliss's basis ain't in perfection
Life's broke in places like a bent erection
Found peace in space's lost intersection
No names and faces just introspection
Life's sweeter I'm not diabetic
Sour sadness isn't my aesthetic
Overcome pain or you die pathetic
Time healed my scars wasn't by a medic
Keep ya head up when things start getting rougher
Cuz you gotta face your problems there ain't gonna be a buffer
And adversity could break you or could make you even tougher
Waking, aching, suffer

I don't wanna get up
It's too early
I don't wanna get up
It's too early
I don't wanna get up
It's too early
I don't wanna get up
It's too early



Credits
Writer(s): Kino Avalon
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