Can't Blame Me

See I was born half hearted with a half of a plan
Grew up a fucking screw up only half of my parents
Cause my pops walked out when I was maybe three
You can talk what you wanna but you can't blame me
I held my first 38 when I was 9 years Young
At 10 two Mac 11's I was firing for fun
Dying to run with the hustlers and the streets was calling
Cause the soles on the shoes of my feet was falling
I was tired of never eating always sleeping for dinner
Day dreaming bout my mom and all the G's I could bring her
So I did what I had to, love feeling what the cash do
Never kill cause I wanna, I only kill cause I have to

It wasn't me says the boy with the gun
Sure I pulled the trigger but it needed to be done
Because life's been killing me ever since it begun
You can't blame me cause I'm too young
Cant blame me cause I'm too young

I'm a single mother of 3 babies by 3 different fathers
That's 3 different dead beats that didn't even bother
So I work 3 Jobs that's 3 different paycheques
And 3 different bills that I didn't even pay yet
The gas about to cut, I'm lucky that the lights on
In debt up to my neck so I'll be sweating till my life's gone
I try to raise my children but I'm never around
Thought my sister coulda helped me now she's dead in the ground
So I took her two and I put em with my 3
That's 5 little kids getting raised by TV
But don't judge when see me see I didn't run
Even though I lost with my cards before the begging begun so...

You can't blame me sure the killer was my son
But I didn't teach him to pull the trigger of the gun
It's the killing on this TV screen
You can't blame me it's those images he seen
Can't blame me it's those images he seen

People choose to have children it's not my job to raise em
I work in TV my jobs to entertain em
Shoulda thought twice before you laid down and made em
I broadcast what you want, how I become the one they blaming
Point fingers all you want I didn't kill nobody
It's not my fault your children is cold hearted
Since the show started its been rave reviews
Cause it's all based on real life, they're fake but true
So when it's late night, there's warnings, parental advisories
I go home and sleep good, that shit doesn't bother me
You have to stop em if it's something you want em not to see
It's supply and demand, understand see it's not just me

Can't blame me says the media man
Well I wasn't the one who came up with the plan
And I just point my camera what the people wanna
Now it's a two way mirror and you can't blame me
It's two way mirror and you can't blame me

It's so easy to point fingers and try to shift this blame
It's a game, we're all guilty this is simple and plain
We're all pieces of the pie and we're happily eating from it
What you need, fire in the sky so you could see the evil coming, it's been here!
Wallowing and following our footsteps
Watching us get shallower, as shallow as it could get
Till it breaks you to your knees and has you praying for forgiveness
Sends you more pain and more rain than you could live with
To the point the sun's shinning and you can't even feel it
Always blaming others instead of blaming how we're living
You should try washing your sins, till the soap turns black
Or just accept that this is hell and then just turn back

It was you it was me
It was every man
We've all got the blood on our hands
We only receive what we demand
And if we want hell than hell's what we'll have
And if we want hell than hell's what we'll have
And if we want hell than hell's what we'll have