Fried

I don't have time for friends, I'm always so busy
I'm sorry you miss me but I can't slack
Until my life amends
The size of my workload my mind's in berserk mode
And soon I'll crack

I can't change unfortunately
This is who I am
Anxiety is torturing me
I'm stuck in a jam

I don't wanna die but I can't keep living hanging from a frozen ledge
I'm a normal guy but the stress has driven me to the edge
Physically I'm free but my mind's in prison in the skull it's trapped inside
I don't have the key and my sentence isn't served 'till I've died
My brain is fried

I don't need more crap to be depressed about
Things that made me happy now just stress me out
I'm so overwhelmed I'm on the verge of tears
None of this is helping to submerge my fears

I've never stepped in sync to anyone's drum beat
My work is not complete but I'm so stressed
I haven't slept a wink just tossing and turning
I'm lost and I'm yearning for time to rest

I can't change unfortunately
(And I can't put up a fight)
This is who I am
Anxiety is torturing me
(I feel like a failure)
I'm stuck in a jam

I don't wanna die but I can't keep living hanging from a frozen ledge
I'm a normal guy but the stress has driven me to the edge
Physically I'm free but my mind's in prison in the skull it's trapped inside
I don't have the key and my sentence isn't served 'till I've died
My brain is fried

I don't need more crap to be depressed about
Things that made me happy now just stress me out
I'm so overwhelmed I'm on the verge of tears
None of this is helping to submerge my fears

Gripping ripping fingertips are slipping
As I start to slide my face is
White and frightened every muscle tightened
Looking terrified and graceless
Holy moly steadily but slowly I release my grasp which sends me
Sprawling falling there's no time for stalling
To the earth I crash intensely

And I'm trying to change my stride
Through all the pain I cried contained inside
These chains I tried in vain to slightly gain some pride
But it's too plain to hide, my brain is fried

I don't wanna die but I can't keep living hanging from a frozen ledge
I'm a normal guy but the stress has driven me to the edge
Physically I'm free but my mind's in prison in the skull it's trapped inside
I don't have the key and my sentence isn't served 'till I die
My brain is fried



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Writer(s): Kevin Sanderson
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