Unwind (Boiler Jam)

I wanna decide that I can play this fuckin' game,
With your mattress on the window and a pillow on the wall
But I, I need to concentrate, I can't do anything at all

I'm just another man who can see around the edge ahh,
To pick your sideways daffodils from a wallflower bed
I think I, I'm gonna drive all night, try to clear my head

I can't believe that you believe that I never believed in anything

I can't find balance and I lost my feet again,
At least over there there's somewhere to fall
I'll lose those flashing lights, I don't know who to call

If I move quickly they would always stay behind,
But when I run in circles I'm a clock keeping time. My mind is,
It's all racing, aching, starting to unwind

Oh my looks like well it's all catching up to me now

Taxes
Sex
Coffee
Cocaine

Taxes
Sex
Coffee
Cocaine

I wanna decide I'm moving out and moving on.
I'm Tired of living life with no intent to live at all.
My my words are backwards now, not much to them at all

Now In this very moment I would likely decide
That I can make my own decisions with a rational mind,
So I'm pacing in my rearview, I see it all behind