Forever on My Heart

Remember when you gave me good love
Remember when you said that I'd be yours
Forever and always you said you'd love me right

Remember when you turned me in for
Not just one, but two my size
How are you gonna make up for the times I cried at night

I showed up at your doorstep
After you'd begged me for one more chance
I gave you not one, not two, not three but more in advance

You could've looked me in the eyes when
You said that you had changed your mind
You could've looked me in the eyes when you said you needed time

And now you tell me you're sorry
After all this time
And now you want me, you need me
To tell you that it's fine but it's not
Truth is I hate you, I hate you
So get out of my life

'Round that time I met a guy who
Really cared for me and treated me right
I would've spent my life with him, I swear I'd be his wife

But of course you had to interfere
You couldn't stand to see me happy
So you took me away from him and again, you changed my life

And now you tell me you're sorry
After all this time
And now you want me, you need me
To tell you that it's fine but it's not
Truth is I hate you, I hate you
So get out of my life

Next you tortured me with silence
I didn't hear from you in seven days
I thought you needed time for the battles in your head

And when I finally heard from you
I was so happy it had made me blind
We agreed to just forget it, start over again

So we stayed together
And it was good for one full year
You even made it to my concerts and you made me lose my fear

I couldn't claim that things were perfect
Sure we had our problems too
But it was our first love so I was happy and so were you

And now you tell me you're sorry
After all this time
And now you want me, you need me
To tell you that it's fine but it's not
Truth is I hate you, I hate you
So get out of my life

But then you had to fuck up
And suddenly you ended us
Said that you were scared of commitment and of love

And then I heard you'd kissed her
You took her home and fucked her too
I thought I was a lucky girl but I was damned with you

And now you tell me you're sorry
After all this time
And now you want me, you need me
To tell you that it's fine but it's not
Truth is I hate you, I hate you
So get out of my life

I know we were only kids then
And everybody makes mistakes
But will you ever realize you tore my life apart
The scars that you've left stay forever on my heart