Reality

If I have to wait for years I will, but what if you decide to go
I know I'll meet new people, but I feel like it will always come
Back to you, cause in my heart it felt so real to me
But now I have to move on
But what if I can't, what if I, what if I can't let go
And what if I, I end up crawling back to you
And you're the only one that felt so real to me
Why does it have to be complicated like this

Oh, I'm dying in curiosity
Swimming in endless emotional seas
Why can't I see reality, reality

Apologetic, narcoleptic
Cannot sleep, cannot eat, suffering, from depression
Why are you telling me, settlings, not an exception
Been left by this graveyard, the memories, and that energy, what death is
Waking up, every morning, next to you
We fight a lot, I can't stop thinking of you
When you go to work, you at my place every night I'm off
Secret love, don't need to tell nobody
I am lost, in your eyes
Might just stop, thinking of you
But for some reason we would fight a lot
Passion, love, soul, mind, and the body parts
I don't know if I should let you stay
In my heart, yeah anyways
You tell me things that make me believe that you love me in a million ways
I'll reiterate
You and me went through plenty pain, which made us relate from the start
It's the very part that you're marriage gone ashes 'cause the ring in flames
Burning from the fire before
We had but life is more a drag
Racing pedal to floor
Everything for sure
Never could avoid
What could've been
How we could've lived
Even having kids
Got me mad as shit
Thinking of a future but the past events
Made us walk down all these corridors like a labyrinth
All these questions got me panicking

Oh, I'm dying in curiosity
Swimming in endless emotional seas
Why can't I see reality, reality