I'm Pretty Cool but I Cry a Lot

Carry on
Won't you carry on
You'll think of me when I'm dead and gone (yeah)
Carry on
Please just carry on
You can't wait for me
So I'm saying so long
Carry on
Carry on

I turn 21 next week
Lost my mind and lost my sleep
Out of strength, yeah I feel weak
Why do I feel like I'm 16 again
No friends
Hopeless
Worthless
Holding on to a rope that is broken
Give me some kind of sign that I can reclaim what's mine
My glory's painted black
But I won't believe that
I hope I hope
Don't you know
Don't you know you should just carry on without me

I opened up then fell apart
Wish I could go back to the start
I faced my fears all alone in the dark
Seems like I lost my only spark
Lord, give me strength before I depart
There's a razor on my brain as my birthmark
I say farewell
You wish me the best
My heart is pounding through my chest
I hate goodbyes
I'm sure you know why
I'm pretty cool, but for the most part I cry

Yeah, no really I am just so fucking depressed
And I cry a lot
But that's okay
(That's okay)
(That's okay)
(Yeah)
And when I'm sad I play sadder songs

(I cry)
I don't know if it's because the music says what my brain refuses to acknowledge
(I cry)
(I cry)
But goddamn do I hurt
(I cry)
And I love crying
Because in that moment when I feel the pain of the tears, I'm finally alive



Credits
Writer(s): Aj Sagar
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