I'm Alive (Not Really)

I'm alive
Okay not really but nigga Ima try

Yeah I'm in love with the game
Not a lie

Old friends gone nigga they didn't say good bye
Trying to figure my shit out like a spy

Odds stacked high as fuck but I still defy
Fuck the game up and I'll sing a lullaby
I drink so much that I'll probably touch the sky
HA!

I come to the alter
I'm not drinking water
Old bitch I forgot her
And my mind it is altered

I must a monster
My words are like mortars
This life is a border
From heaven and hell
And I'm in between
I just wanna yell
And utter emotion
Like what is the deal

I don't talk about it
I write about it
If it makes a song
Then you've been informed
But don't show concern
It'll be returned

This song was based off lessons learned
And a lesson learned
You get what you earn
It's all deserved

Speak up about what I observe
I'm seeing life and my visions blurred

I come to the alter
I'm not drinking water
Old bitch i forgot her

I come to the alter
I'm not drinking water
Old bitch i forgot her

I'm alive, okay not really
Ima drive, okay ideally
Sincerely speaking theory
And how the other rappers don't compare to me

Create a hell of a scene
After my shows they try to convene
Most of these haters are here to demean
Most of its trash and it won't get to me

I really feel real awake
And music I'll always make
And really wanna be the greatest
And never wanna be mistaken

Hitting the alter again
Champagne is popping again
Cell phone is down and silent
My vision is swaying again

I'm Alive
I'm Alive
I'm Alive



Credits
Writer(s): J. Troop
Lyrics powered by www.musixmatch.com

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