This Point

I never thought i could get to this point but once again
I'm crawling in the darkness, welcome to the deepest pain
Surrounded by my enemies, they close in everyday
I'm hiding underneath a feeble shelter, just a prey
They say "it's just a moment, just a moment, it won't stay"
And as i'm saying "yes i'll be all right" i die again
I lost my conscience, burned my options, cancelled every plan
Surrendered to the anger, i will fuck up all i can

(No love) No space for love in what i say
(No good) No good intentions on my way
(No blame) 'Cause i will give it all right back to you
(No pain) Will ever be, ever be, ever be, ever be

I spent my life in search for truth, i sought it night and day
No fear to dip my hands in the mud of the human race
I gave my trust, i fell in love, i took each fault as mine
And every disappointment made me close to cross the line
The line is crossed, a memory, i left it far behind
The book is full, conclusions done, now who's the first in line?
I trust in my religion, there's no better way to live
My life now has a reason to be followed till i breath

(No love) No space for love in what i say
(No good) No good intentions on my way
(No blame) 'Cause i will give it all right back to you
(No pain) Will ever be, ever be, ever be, ever be