Higher "a Letter to Her"

Build me up to tear me down, wanted me shut up you hear me now
I played the fool too long to simmer down it's hard to get past and that's something I can't allow
You broke my heart then scattered all of the pieces, but all the pain was really just what I needed
I know you thought I'd be dark feeling defeated, but I'm on top of the world you better believe it cause
That doubt you had was motivation to me, and like a tree I'm branching out to succeed
Enemies come as friends and all of them with deceive, then steer you away from all that you can achieve
Cause, everybody ain't made like you, they don't get paid like you, we different shades of blue, and
I paid my dues from the motherfuckin beginning, so I don't care bout yo motherfuckin opinions
Now, you feeling closed in, you don't trust no men, your hearts a cold wind, you don't have no friends
The love you had they ruined it with the rumors, me and another chick just sticks to you like a tumor
I opened my heart only so you could get in, but what is love when so many people don't fit in
Kill or be killed what a world that we live in, it's up to you be victim or be a villian
Those excuses you make are just a crutch you hoping they hold you up but really they slow you up
Don't blame me every time that you fuckin up just learn from those mistakes and mentally toughing up
Because opinions are like ass holes, everyone has those, everyone judge you, so why you mad for
You know it's coming you reading it in the comments
It's making you want to vomit you standing still while you running
But, I'm gone, but I'm gone