Apparition

Am I just a ghost
Running down these old dirt roads
Hiding out from my own past
Feeling peace again at last
Am I just a ghost
Wondering where I should go
Taking steps towards things I don't know
Cause the path won't come to light
Walking through the dark of night
I'm blind
But it feels like I might see
The waves crashing down on me
I looked back but I did try
I promise all of this ain't a lie
Now
Once here and I know that
An emptiness I can't get back
Moving on if I can find
Another way to learn to get by
Now, I've found out how
Another way to learn to get by
Now, I've found out how
The way I've lived leads straight to goodbyes

I'll float on holding my own
It's the only way to where I'm trying to go
So I'll float on holding my own
It's the only way to where I'm trying to go

I'll float on
I'll float on

I've been thinking way too long
Hoping I didn't go wrong
Let myself turn into this
Waiting for my dying wish
Well now I'm here and I'll decide
If what I feel is true inside
I'm just a lonely soul I've run
From everything that I've become
And now
You all just don't know anything
I've got much more here left to bring
I know I won't meet the eye
I've made myself wake up this time
I've been okay, in fact I'm fine

Right now, I've found out how
Another way to learn to get by
Now, Ive found out how
The way I've lived leads straight to goodbyes
The way I've lived leads straight to goodbyes
The way I've lived leads straight to goodbyes

I'll float on holding my own
It's the only way to where I'm trying to go
So I'll float on holding my own
It's the only way to where I'm trying to go

I'll float on
I'll float on
I'll float on
I'll float on

I'll float on