Waiting Always Waiting

And looking through through this unconscious abyss
This endless drive from future burning skies
And an ache that never went away, my hope filled pain I pray will stay
Yet still you are my ache, my longing, a joke that maybe could never mean anything
I am laughing as glass rains down this last thought I will fall with

To live for you is my life wasted in melancholy
So Audrey please let me be, it's you I still can't see
And if I have to see another boring day can I at least be with you?
Or am I still left sitting, watching, eating lots of pizza
Staring out the window, hoping to find the one
And waiting, always waiting

Now I'm scared of running out of time into a wall of nothing
But hey that's fine
Guess time don't mean shit so fuck it, maybe I won't quit

As I shot back fire and chased it with memory, I spat out any chance of saving me
And I left you there, locked in a corner of my mind
While I'm red eyed and wrecked, I hope your doing fine

But I still can't drown you out

Wish I could know you like the back of my hand
Or is it knew?
I still can't understand why time is leaking, and I'm a grain of sand