To Whom It May Concern

You ruined my life, yet you made me feel nice
And this isn't a rap song, more like a poetic poem gone wrong
You made my life fun,
then you made me look real dumb, I turned into a bum
I've been feeling useless lately cause these
people be acting shady, and y'all mainly acting crazy
I've been feeling lazy, almost hit a withdrawal, life is hazy
I pray one day,
I'm the best rapper over Kanye,
over Kendrick, Cole, Biggie, 2Pac, and Jay-z
Y'all think I'm doing bad but I'm
doing swell without fake people around me
I know they see and speak on me like they livin' my life
Y'all brazy, I'll take y'all out to sea
submerse y'all underwater, pull y'all out, dry your eyes
Now see me clearly
Say we join forces, pass all our courses,
stop divorces, reinforce this, thanks to all those who supported
My dad once got deported, now he's legal
Sometimes I feel like an orphan
Yo Ms. Davies I know I quit track and
you want me to go back for those endorphins
You don't understand how important you are in my life
I remember when I got bullied in Morton
Even my own mom didn't believe me,
and that's when my condition worsened
I feel like sometimes I'm not treated like a person,
I know I act like I don't have feelings and I curse but
people don't understand that I did that cause I'm hurting
Instead y'all lurking, while I'm hard-working
But all those xans made my pockets empty and all my friends vanished
I'm yearning for better days,
y'all don't understand my life, cause y'all didn't plan it this way
I gotta watch my back cause people tryna ruin my day
I still remember the first time you said "I love you", I froze up,
I'd thought you'd take my pain away and
I didn't know what to do or what to say
I mean I did too, but you see I didn't have a clue if you meant it
I thought you had cruel intentions,
I was surprised I even caught your attention
But there was tension in air,
our lives were in despair, our expressions we just starred
Baby, don't you dare leave me for a
square, you and I were everyone's favorite pair
A bunch of midnight prayers, was all this just dare?
I remember in Mrs. Blair's class when I broke down near the stairs
To you no one else could compare,
I just wasn't prepared to repair,
restart my heart, like a computer with no virus software
You left me with a tear, I'm off to be a billionaire
God still fighting for me, spiritual warfare
All I wanted for you was tender loving care,
I wish I was unaware that you blocked me everywhere
I wish I could send this to you, I hope that you take care
Told the Lord I can take care of my enemies, call me Voltaire
Next time I'll beware of guys with nice hair
Maybe I should treat love like the
U.S. does the economy, laissez faire