Space (Alone)

Been talking to Khali since the walls stopped listening
I envision the day that they all stop listening
But everybody watches when the ball drops, listen in
Hear that pain, hear them thoughts
Yeah they rain, in the dark
Feelings off, feelin awk
When i get to illin', spark
Up and numb my inner thoughts
Faucet keep on drippin off
Sippin on this blood my goddamn cup just still aint thick enough
Write some down, rip it up
Heart frozen, fuck cold
Foundation that Im stuck on
Dont seem to be holdin up long
But fuck it i just keep on
Stackin up ladder on top of ladder
Im climbing way up to saturn
I was just stranded on venus
But my path took a different pattern
And geometry teach me that
Sorry mama know you think I passed
I can see her trust is fleeting fast
Honor roll took a toll on this road
A nigga almost lost his soul
With demons solely responsible
Holdin my self accountable
Cuz no one else is worth countin on

A sea of doubt, waiting for me when I close my eyes
You see this doubts weighin on me I can't tell no lie
Figure shit out through my actions but it hurts to try
A sea of doubt waitin for me when I close my eyes
You see this doubts weighin on me I cant tell no lie
Figure shit out through my actions but it hurts to try
A sea of doubt waitin for me when I (close my eyes, I close my eyes)