Not Even Human

Look at me
What do you see?
An empty shell
Or someone else?

Another side no one can see
A vital part that speaks to me
Hiding in the darkness
Lurks inner hatred

Dear misery, come play with me
Don't go away when I need you to stay
Please be a friend when I forget
I'm just your slave
Trapped inside my walking grave

My walking grave... Everything's okay
As long as I know my place and stay

Can't fall in love
I don't deserve one
I'm not even human
So I can't have one

Dear diary, that boy winked at me
I know the rules... I'm not pretty or worthy
Dear diary, he wouldn't leave
I'm sure he knows I'm not human, I'm like a ghost

He should think I'm gross and go away
But he just wants to stay

Huh? Dear misery, that boy just kissed me
It makes no sense... I thought I was broken
Dear future me, if love seems scary
You can show love-- that means you can be human



Credits
Writer(s): Chia-p
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