Unspoken

Shits funny cause my pops wanted me to write him something for his 50th Birthday
The irony I got something for you I hope you listen

I'm just sitting back reminiscing
Before the times I was ever locked inside a prison
Before I disappointed momma with this living
Way back before I ever had this rap vision
I was young I ain't know to much on the humans race
I was lost needed guidance but dad away
Momma tried her best but I was still sad all day
I just never understood why you ain't love us
And put the drugs and the money above us
Also why you never gave up them dumb sluts
You made my life so hard and confusing
Rebelling against mom I was abusing all the love she gave me cause of you Damn
That lead to the booze and
Creating this new man
Popped Zans skipped school and
I was so confused man
2k14 is when i really changed inside
Ex cheated on me left me to fucking die
Only way to cope was to do drugs and get high
At that point I ain't even care if I was alive
Every night drink n drive give a Fuck if I survived
I couldn't talk to Mom she wouldn't understand
I just needed a man but u was never there damn
When I realized it was you it wasn't me
I could accept the man I always wanted to be and it was cause of you I hated Me

For a second reminisce on things and times we never had. Unspoken world
For a second through the ups and down and things I wish we talked about. Unspoken words
For a second reminisce on things and times we never had. Unspoken world
For a second through the ups and down and things I wish we talked about. Unspoken words

Let's rewind even before all of that
Where I use to sit an wait for you to call back
And said you that you was coming
But you ain't all facts
YOUR FUCKING PROMISES DONT MEAN JACK SHIT
I would wait at the door till I was sick coming up with excuses as to why he
Did this shit what he don't love his kid man what a fucking prick why the fuck
You have a kid issues with abandonment
I just wanted to understand this shit
Than u where freed I finally did
I wanted a relationships tried to build rapour
Than we hung out more n more n it opened up the door to that man deep Inside
And all I seen u was a true coward b
My whole life I wanted u to acknowledge me
Than I realized I don't want u proud of me
It lifted all the doubt in me opened my
Mind to see the oddessy

For a second reminisce on things and times we never had. Unspoken world
For a second through the ups and down and things I wish we talked about. Unspoken words
For a second reminisce on things and times we never had. Unspoken world
For a second through the ups and down and things I wish we talked about. Unspoken words

I love all my fam and my baby too
Cause despite it all y'all saved me too
Bryce you brought me back from a dark place so now u forever locked in my Heart bae