Couple's Counseling

Wouldn't it be lovely
To not hate yourself?
Wouldn't if be nice
To be someone else?
You say I'm just a game to you
But not a sport
A sport implies some competition
This is a war of attrition
I'd rather be struggling to survive
Than feeling like I'll never feel alive
I'm struggling to survive
But I love struggling, struggling
Struggling, struggling

I asked my counselor just what I should do
To fix the hole in my heart left by you
He said what I needed to hear
Was exactly what I'd feared
He said "suicide's the only option"
Suicide's my only option

I live in an empty town
Of people running to wedding gowns
People smiling at my frown
They're glad I'm not okay
But soon I'll be Portland bound
I'm checking a Dublin lost and found each day
In search of the reasons that I wanted you to stay



Credits
Writer(s): Suburban Anxiety
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