Psychosis

Lost into my subconscious (synesthesia settles)
I keep hearing its plea (screaming blue murder)
Its hunger so voracious (clutching at my bowels)
Threatening to call my other me (so depraved and bitter)

Let me out and leave me be
Turn you inside out
To fulfill my destiny
Make you scream and shout

I'm a slave
To its ire
Desires I crave
Entangled in mire

I cannot let you dominate my soul
This hollow shell, I need to take control

Use me, make my power yours
Open wide the doors

Is this someone playing tricks on me?
A puppeteer pulling my inner strings
Abandon yourself to me

Set me free
Open your mind boundlessly

Dreams of a carrion kind (savage imagery)
Gently shackling my mind (heathen effigy)
Dark realms where devilry dwells (my most repressed needs)
Witchery, hedonic spells (to hide your evil deeds)
I am blind

Trust your heart, confide in me
Give it another try
Growing in you endlessly
To hear you moan and cry

I'm a slave
To its power
Quiescence I crave
Disappear in a blur

I cannot let you subjugate my life
Your own resolve is sharper than a knife

Use me, make my power yours
Open wide the doors

Is this my will crumbling to the floor?
As I'm pulling you out of your cursed chest
Abandon yourself to me

Give me a cure
Open your mind boundlessly

(Whispers in the shadows, suspended in tribulation)
(Anger, envy and lust, flying to close to the sun)
(Like a thorn from a rose, platonic contemplation)
(Am I just a ghost of your nefarious passion?)

Oh, Psychosis, my sweetest friend
'Tis a cruel fate thou hast laid down upon me
By my side until the end
Intended to no one but she

I can't let you drown my sanity
I'm part of you as you are a part of me

Use me, make my power yours
Open wide the doors

Is this my pride I see torn to pieces?
As I'm reveling into my own despair
Abandon yourself to me

Spare me chances
Open your mind boundlessly

Uroboric certainty
Wither in bliss with me