Dymon's Interlude

Blame me for your lack of balance
You found me when I was less mature and more childish
You compromise
I just come with promises
I ain't knocking it
But I really tried to put a stop to this
Something's gotta give, it's like we only talk for politics
I'm powerless and you watching Power
We're mere opposites
I was a fool to ever cross you
I should've taken what you offered
I was too worried about what it'll cost us for real
People show true feelings in rejections
I'm looking for commitment in a place it's never accepted
And never looked your way
With that I probably sealed my fate
I always called another bitch right after I left your place
Forgive me, this life can get tricky
They question a lot of things, but the pen never iffy
I admit it
I been ungrateful, been unfaithful
But I really just called to taste you
I still remember the feeling when your legs started shaking
That should tell you what my pain's like
Still scoping the field, I'm tryna tell you what my aim's like
Under the same sun, just never seen you in the same light
I pass it on
I'm just tryna tell you what the game's like
See I'll meet a bitch, then need a bitch
They don't know how to treat a bitch
The hoes that I was fucking were the same ones you seen me with
Oh, and I lied about the others
Think about our space, even that was hard to share just like the covers
See how I'm pulling shit from under you
This honesty was overdue
You acted like my girl, did exactly what you're supposed to do
These bitches don't compare, nah nobody coming close to you
I was just afraid that I was getting way too close to you
I mean I'm off it
Now I proceed with caution
Last time I found something, I fucked around and lost it
I got numb quick
We moved slow, but you cum quick
I know you home
Hit my phone
Just so I can tell you you still run shit, you do
This feel like Deja Vu
Tell you how I'm over it and always end up right back under you
I'm getting way too old for this
Tryna take control of this
Truth be told I'm over this (I'm not)