Gone

I've been letting pains out when I lay at night
And I pray at times
Wishing God would change my life
To a painless life... maybe he could take my life
'Cuz this sorrows is hard to bear
N am outta tears
Fuck tomorrow am outta here... to another sphere
Theres No more problem here...
Grace to stay another day
Buh am stuck in this world and wasn't born in space
At nights am wide awake
Problems feel my heart and brain

Buh its life though
Born to fucking strive though
Born with a name and not a title
You taking life slow, ride slow, you die slow

Twice upon a time
I been always on my grind
I been searching for success and caught between the line
I've been missing twice the fun for something real sublime
And each the time
I'm just trying just to hit rewind

Just have a pill and take seat to see where I been on
And listen to the vicious lyrics of the saddest song
In minutes listening to this nigga then your eyelids numb
Tears running down your face men then I be gone

You ever get the feeling you ain't meant for this?
Like you looking at the ceiling and getting tempted with
Getting money
Fuck the rules and it's wretched risk
I been getting this feeling lately from a fainted wish
To a tainted kiss
Maybe just a taste of it
Maybe I could kiss success in her gracious lips
Take her for a ride... even pay the bills
Cuz getting her is all I think about... just getting rich

There's no pressure to this peers
They gat my mindset
The system failed us leaving us with no time left
Ive been getting visions thinking bout the time when
Everything was black and blue... limits just define fear
I turn my TV on just to see which artist's on
Do they go thru the troubled phase that I be on
Thru the cash hustle
Living thru this harsh struggle?

You got your issues... I got mine
That's why we so different
Am on my goals... visions
Listen to your own whispering
Its that lonely voice
Its your only choice
Its the path thru to greatness that keeps calling on
I've been blocking off negatives like molly Geoff
I've been filling up the spaces with another thought
I've seen fiends who got close with a friendly face
I've seen niggas who was gunned down by the trust they gave

Just have a sit and take a pill to see where I be on
And listen to this vicious lyrics of the saddest song
In minutes listening to this nigga then your eyelids numb
Tears running down your face men then I be gone...