Take My Hand

As of lately i've been stuck in my ways
Thinking how to out i pull
Quarterback with the plays
'Cause now these days feeling like i hit rock bottom
With the devil in the background screamin' i got him

Guess i'm dodging my problems
When i should try to solve em
I get this feeling often like i've ran out of options
I'm making out my pain
In search of another soul
To see if the feeling is something we got in common

They say they understand when they truly don't
All they see is a smile
When i look in the mirror
I see a boy in distress
Could never confess
His true feelings for the girl

'Cause he scared of reject
So he looks the other way
Been the friend of neglect
And his friend neglect is the neighbour to cigarettes
FIlling up his lungs with them toxins
Smart enough not to touch oxycotin

But really, these dark thoughts have been gettin' the best
Now before he lays his head he looks up to the lord
He's asking for a hand, a long time now
He's had to stand on his own
He's battling himself
Still he's tryna hold on

He wakes up every morning thinking it may be his last
Just that process of thought's wrong
If he goes today and never wakes up again
Who's to say that anybody's gonna play his song?

Lord i've been praying can you show me a sign
I've been feeling lost in the battle with time
I'm doing all i can but it's hard to define
Is it worth living i've been questioning now

Lord i've been praying can you show me a sign
I've been feeling lost in the battle with time
I'm doing all i can but it's hard to define
Is it worth living i've been questioning now

Now Arasmus said, he's sick of living with the demons
'Cause they always inviting more
Now i get the feeling very well
'Cause i follow this lonely trail
I'm tryna feel something that was never there
Is god watching while i fall in despair?

Hard times got me thinking that he doesn't even care
The feeling of love to me is nothing more than rare
Beware for the snakes in the grass
They're really there
They come in pairs, they feed on your emotion

I'm tryna fill the void, i wanna find a solution
I'm going out my way, i'm in search of something amusing
I'm drinking liquor till i pass out
If that doesn't work, I been searching for those women who ready to show they ass out
Now see the thing about that, this shit is only for the moment
Before you know it, it all dissappears then you wake up in the morning

Now you feeling more shallow than ever
Reminiscing about the night, see it wasn't quite clever
You back to where you started, you're in a dark place
Where you come to grips that the feelings still regardless
Your loneliness is obvious, it's very hard to miss

At least to yourself
'Cause to everyone else now you looking like you fine
He may not show the signs so unclog your ears
Hear the pain through my lines

So unclog your ears hear the pain through my lines
Unclog your ears hear the pain through my lines
So unclog your ears hear the pain through my lines
So unclog your ears hear the pain through my lines

Lord i've been praying can you show me a sign
I've been feeling lost in the battle with time
I'm doing all i can but it's hard to define
Is it worth living i've been questioning now
Lord i've been praying can you show me a sign
I've been feeling lost in the battle with time
I'm doing all i can but it's hard to define
Is it worth living i've been questioning now