Realize

Life is a bitch
I'm hatin this shit
Sometimes I think like why do I live
Why did I make some of the choices I did
Maybe it's all cuz I'm still just a kid
Trying to mold myself into a man
My daddy was gone and my bro in the pen
Momma was left only one to depend
Only one to depend
Stayin out of trouble just me and my friends
Would do anything just run up the bands
We ain't them niggas that's saggin our pants
We ain't them niggas that disrespect parents
We ain't them niggas that run around hopeless and juggin finesse just to make an appearance
We just some youngins that's following dreams that would do anything just to make it out big
See how we live
Maybe have kids
Find the dream girl that we never forget
Prolly won't happen man who am I kidding
Get a lil older, realized that it's different
People you love it's gone turn up they missin
They say they right there but they off in the distance
She'll put it in the air
But I do not catch feelings
One day might happen but now I ain't trippin
Why take the chance to get locked up
You put the books down and picked the glock up
And them dreams you was chasin got stopped cuz
You think the streets wit you but they not bra
I don't waste time it's too valuable
It ain't when you do it it's how you do it
Better pick start, and get straight to it
Cuz it's million niggas that rather do it

I'm tryna get paper man fuck all the rest
Swear I hate to say it but I think I'm depressed
Laugh before cry just to get though the stress
This had to be done just to get it off my chest
Never was hated always one to impress
I'm never a slacker I try do best
I leave it at that and I'm sure nothin less
Will you please sit back and just watch me progress

Spent a lot of late nights up writin
Tellin my phone bout my life and
The shit that I did when I was just a young kid
Wish i could do some things twice and
We would shovel some snow then shoot dice in
Mark and Tyler house, we was wildin out
We would scream hot boyz as we ridin round
If it was ever beef then it was going down
We been through hell and back we still niggas now
If I need something shit I call em now
Rest in peace ms
Hedges know you watching down
Ima keep it real and I ain't playin round

Big bro ain't even go to graduation
First years of adultery in incarceration
Caught armed robbery dumb situation
Judge gave him chance and he fuckin wasted it

Got 6 months could of did it easy
Made one mistake and now he wish he didn't
Gotta face the same judge that had faith in him
Now he bound to 4 years in the penitentiary

I swear to you my life fucked up
My family hurt that's tough love
I don't get hurt from what I ain't part of
But emotions kill and that's all of us



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Writer(s): King Jamar
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