Before Goodnight

I don't really know what I'm doing here, but it feels good, yeah.
It's just me and you in here, and it feels good, yeah.
I remember those late summer nights, talking til' we both fall asleep on the phone.
Voice like honey, tastes so right, baby girl soundin' sweet on the phone, now yesterday done turned to tonight, and she callin' me just see if I'm at home.
I said naw, I'm finna step out, she said what's the fun of cheatin' alone.
Baby I want ya, want ya, want ya, I know you want me.
You ain't gotta ask, I'll be back as long as you're good to me.
Come inside say goodnight, come inside say goodnight, yeah, (I don't really know what I'm doin' here) come inside say goodnight, yeah, boy won't you come inside, say goodnight (I don't really know what I'm doin' here) yeah.
Uh, what am I supposed to do, when you flaunten that dress that looks right on yo hips, walkin' a dress up to right where I live, ringing my bell, then you start knockin', H-town you thinkin' Doc Martins, I'm standin' with my hand on the knob, fixin' to open up the door and Pandora's box, thinkin' that I ain't gonna get caught if it stays in the dark, but that ain't what my grandmomma taught.
It all comes to light huh?
Everything done with the lights off.
Baby girl say that's a easy switch, just do everything with the lights on.
Everything she speaks so free throw.
On point, even though I know it's kinda foul.
Was my shot to pass, but I missed it.
Such a sinner.
Why I keep lettin' my guard down.
She ain't playin' no games in that Vicky Secrets.
We ain't playin' no games.
Why you call it cheatin'?
You know I got a wife, but you in my head.
You said, never tell and we can call it even.
Call it sneakin' makin' love, we can call it sleepin', together, whatever, as long as you don't call it evil.
It's a good thing, naw it's a crime of passion, no way I can call it legal.
But um it's just once, I ain't gotta have it all, just some, it's no harm, just fun, and I'm down, so what's up?
I don't really know what I'm doin' here, but it feels good, yeah.
It's just me and you in here, but it feels good, yeah.
It's just me and you in here, and it feels good, yeah.
Now I'm involved, happened so fast, all in a rush, funny how this friendship evolved to a guilty conscious from an innocent crush, now I'm an addict, now I gotta have it, nothing else matters, cause I can't get enough, God this attraction is bounding me captive, made me a slave.
I'm cravin' this lust.
Baby I wancha, wancha, wancha, I know you want me, you ain't gotta ask, I'll be back, as long as you're good to me.
Come inside say goodnight, come inside say goodnight, yeah, come inside say goodnight, boy won't you come inside say goodnight, yeah.
Thinkin' bout my life.
Fightin' against remorse, thinkin' about my wife, fightin' against devorce.
Tried to check my insides bruh, thought this wrestle was minor, uh.
Now I'm fightin' for kids in court.
Tried to stop this.
Cause I ain't want to Star Wars.
Now I'm fightin' against the Force.
Screamin' at the top of our lungs, like it's the Voice, reverse, I don't want you.
Of course, the curse of the human heart.
No matter how much I try to silence it.
I'm still hearin' my insides sayin'.
Come inside say goodnight, come inside say goodnight, yeah (I don't really know what I'm doin' here) come inside say goodnight, yeah, boy won't you come inside say goodnight (I don't really know what I'm doin' here) "
Hey I really need to talk to you.
I'm startin' to get really sick and tired of you duckin' and dodgin' with me, I'm not some random chick.
I have somethin' really important that I need to talk to you about, and I don't want to leave it on your voicemail, so.
Give me a call, so we can set up a time and place to meet, face to face.
Yo why you actin' like such a punk, I don't see what the big deal is, callin' me back is.
It's a simple phone call, you and I need to talk, so we can discuss what were gonna do about this little situation we got goin' on here.
So, it's in your best interest to call me.
You think duckin' and dodgin' me, is gonna get rid of me.
So you think you can just have your little fun with me, then throw me out like yesterday's trash.
Well, that's not happenin', call me back." (End)