TSU Surf Freestyle

This year been harder
Thanthe last

On these hard days
I'm just thinking will it last

Most shit I blame
Is the acts from the past

Fucking with some bitches
And I knew
They won't
Gone last

Now I'm smarter
Heart getting colder

Ain't know what love was
Until I seen it was over

Started living high
I think I need to be sober
Couple slow it downs
Like my hand
Gone be on the holster

Fore this rap shit
I ain't worry at all

Now I'm always looking round
Who involved
It's been fuck some shit

Everybody that I trusted always Seem to fold
It's all bout the money
It's they actions
It's what they show

First off
Nigga shout out to the bm
I know we got some problems
I caused em
But we gone see em

I say I ride or die
But is you ride or die

The last one
Hitting my phone
Knowing she lied

I'm a cocky muthafucka
Lil boxy mufucka
If I say I love you
Then I'm rocky mufucka

Imma rock the boat
Like Aaliyah do
Then I open doors
Cause I know what thats keys Will do

I got the key

This rapping really lifting my Spirit up
If you don't got you
Then who do
Get ya spirit up

See gods work

I was young without a plan
Failures really made me plan
Bitches really made me plan
The bitch made me who I am

Dwelling on the past
Make it harder for the future

Was trying every sport
I was trynna be a hooper

Couldn't kickflip
But to skate
Was my solution

Always playing music
Till one day
Said I was gone do it

Now when I'm feeling so sad
I'm getting a pad
I'm in a suitcase
You can stay in ya bag

And I stay in my lane
Never wanted to crash
And I gotta keep trying
This my passion
To last

When I'm living
And I know that imma stay true

The first thing
That they say
Is they love you

This my dream
And I know that's it gone come True

Watch who round you
They fu

In the back of the class
And they was laughing
I wasn't ready
All I needed was some practice

I wasn't ready
All I need was some practice

Always been a nice nigga
Life really changing that

Always moving urgent
On missions
But it's a way to stack

Gotta give em some distance
If you know they won't listen

And they always coming back
Like jehovah I witness

Remember back in high school
Mind on a different level

Time really ticking now
A different day
A different level

Mind on the money
Crown
Triple H
I'm feeling crowded

My evolution
Gone leave its mark
It ain't forgotten

To me I just needed some Practice

Cause you know you always Want it
But the effort gone matter
With this music
I'm a poet
So my art is gone splatter
And you thinking what Happened
If you listen
It's happen

I'm a different breed
Success feels closer than what it Used to be
I'm constantly
Asking myself

Am I just losing sleep
The overthinking always had a nigga in his bag though

Fuck love
They cheating
But they always want a dad though

It's misconscrwed
Why say it always so necessary
Why say you love this generation ain't necessary