All These Feelings

In this night that highlights dawn
I stay dormant for I have feared this moment
I have feared that this time would come

This is the time someone must silence your voice
Vengeful and fierce are the thoughts that I bear with me
The last strain of hope is gone
I ain't calculating the risk
And I am ready for desperate measures now

Thrown into the lion pit; a fight of life
I failed you all and I am too afraid (to become)
To become a slave to the base of urges
But a situation like this requires concessions
I will not allow someone like you to destroy what we have
I do not want to be like you
But I have no choice; you leave me no choice
In my eyes, clashing views on everything I am

I take a closer look to see there are only illusions
Everything that defined me all I believed has been withdrawn
Reality tears apart itself
Now tell me that this is not a matter of life and death

This is a matter of life and death

This is my consciousness, my ego, my self-sabotage
This is indispensable
This is what my feelings sounds like

I am more afraid of the ones that obey than of the disease itself
See the signs of this emergence and raise the awareness
It's time to be resistant
I find so many reasons to why you should be extinct
So many reasons yet no one will win
So I will fight this fight for one last night

Fuse together with my painful strife to be under the knife
As I flex the joints of this hand you might find that you
That you don't stand a chance
Prepare for impact
Let the darkness commence and this is where it ends