I Just Got Worse

Tear out my tongue
I don't wanna fucking talk again
I'm sick of my own bullshit
For you it must be worse
Tear out my tongue
I don't wanna fucking talk again
I'm sick of my own bullshit
For you it must be worse

I'm so dramatic with all my problems when really I'm so fucking privileged
I have a mother who loves me through all my flaws
I've never gone hungry and I've always had a roof over my head
Oh but wow I'll still find a way to feel numb again

Ageing like a fine wine
Set me on fire and chuck me through the riot line
I want to feel something again
I'm not getting better if anything I just got worse
Fill me up with cyanide
Give me CPR and die with me
I'm a curse
I'm not getting better if anything I just got worse

You can have your problems but you just can't have mine

I ruin everything I touch
I turn diamonds into rust
Please run please run
I'm not worth your love
You could give me your soul
I'd fill it all up with coal
I don't want this and you know
I'm not worth the show

I know I know I know that I just keep on pitching this boat
But I can feel it
Feel it deep inside my bones

Ageing like a fine wine
Set me on fire and chuck me through the riot line
I want to feel something again
I'm not getting better if anything I just got worse
Fill me up with cyanide
Give me CPR and die with me
I'm a curse
I'm not getting better if anything I just got worse

Overdramatic looking like a fucking addict
Oh wait I wrote that song before oh fuck almost forgot it
I hate the way that I feel
I hate the way that I don't
I hate this numbness in my throat
It makes me want to choke

I don't care if you think
If you think that I'm overboard
I'm just gonna be honest from now on
If anything I just got worse they always fucking lied
If anything I just got worse they always fucking lied

I've got nothing to be sad about didn't realise that's up to you
So fucking glad that you put me inside that box too
Thanks, I'm cured I'm sure I have it all thanks to you
My brain is fine my serotonin fine and it's all thanks to you



Credits
Writer(s): Two Mile Tongue
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