Die in L.A

I don't wanna die where I lay
I wanna die in L.A
Where my hero's rest that's real
I can't spend one more day
Livin' in shades of grey
Fakin' smiles feelings stay concealed
Talking out the side of they mouth
No I can't trust no bitch
Cause in the end yeah they all fly south
Waiting for my day to come
Pray my brothers never have to hear the sound of guns
That's real

Give you all I got is that such a fuckin crime
Feeling get involved then I make a b line
Maybe if i did them drugs I would be fine
Maybe if you didn't then you'd still be alive
Ay
You got them eyes that I get lost in
Yeah
Get whatever don't care the cost is
Ay
Keep my head down and lay low
Stay high like I'm Fredo
Revolt I'm a rebel
Break me down til' I'm rubble
Ain't nobody give you double like I did
Signs was subtle
'I was drunk' was the rebuttal
Yeah
Reasons why you hid shawty was and was no more
Suicide is what she wrote
If every daughter had a dad then yeah mightn't be so broke
Push you farther than I have I understand you had to go
Walkin' paces tie your laces
See you coughing when you toke
Ain't nobody leave me broken like you did
You don't have a heart
Unless it's cold or golden girl
I miss those times we had
Now they feel olden girl
I get so jealous when I see that man you holdin' girl
Used to just be in the night and now it's daymares
You be playin' but don't play fair
Used to smoke all of my gas and now it's Mayfair
But I'm movin' like a payload now
It's you that I can't figure out
I'm so on edge
It's like I had a gun but took the trigger out
Wonder would you pull it if I asked
By my heart my brains harassed
Now I'd rather lose my life to brass than fall back in love

I don't wanna die where I lay
I wanna die in L.A
Where my hero's rest that's real
I can't spend one more day
Livin' in shades of grey
Fakin' smiles feelings stay concealed
Talking out the side of they mouth
No I can't trust no bitch
Cause in the end yeah they all fly south
Waiting for my day to come
Pray my brothers never have to hear the sound of guns
That's real