Reckless

I was so reckless in love
I became restless at times
I was so reckless at heart
I became reckless in mind
It was my duty to guard
And protect the inner me from Outside
But I gave everything in the dark
Power to Blow away my light

At times
I become my worst enemy
At times
I start to lose energy
My mind
Starts to lose capacity
And I
Tend to let the inner fear speak

Who am I
(Really now)
After all
(That I've done)
Where can I
(Get some help)
To get me out
(The hole I dug)

Anyone can you hear me
I'm in the sunken place
Trapped Underneath
I need some help to
Get this weight up off me
I need somebody to come
Set me free

I was so reckless in love
I became restless at times
I was so reckless at heart
I became reckless in mind
It was my duty to guard
And protect the inner me from Outside
But I gave everything in the dark
Power to Blow away my light

I was blind
I was lost
Couldn't find
My train of thought
If I could then I would
Back then I prolly Shoulda
Been honest to myself
Bout the struggles that I dealt with
Shoulda been honest
To some of the people I was chilling with
Keep em updated bout how The kid was really doing
Cause I know that all my homies dem woulda helped me through it
They would've picked me up when I was down
Even When I couldn't
They would've prayed for me on their knees
Even when I wouldn't
Fight off all my enemies
Wouldn't ask me nothing
They would've been right there
If I asked for something
I should've been upfront Yh
Instead of Running
And if you going through the same I wanna tell you something

You're precious
Beautiful
Strong
Important
Kind
Passionate
Loving
Wanted
Needed
Gorgeous

I was so reckless in love
I became restless at times
I was so reckless at heart
I became reckless in mind
It was my duty to guard
And protect the inner me from Outside
But I gave everything in the dark
Power to Blow away my light