Sick of It

You always told me
Things aren't that bad
But have I told you yet
I spend my days trying to feel less pain
I'm getting sick of this
Dragging my feet through the thick and thin
I can't keep fighting it
The loneliness itching at my skin
Falling deep in my mind
I know this ground but it keeps getting colder
There's no peace on my time
I can't take this shit and I'm sick of it
Falling deep in my mind
My heart's a war; I can never be sober
All the strength I won't find
I can't shake this shit and I'm sick of it
I'm getting sick of this
Trying to understand who I have been
I can't keep fighting it
The loneliness itching at my skin
My chest caves
My lungs deflate the world goes dim
With every step I take
The currents pull me underneath again
I'm hopeless at best
My demons feel like friends
They say you can be free
I don't know how to believe in freedom
Falling deep in my mind
I know this ground but it keeps getting colder
There's no peace on my time
I can't take this shit and I'm sick of it
Falling deep in my mind
My heart's a war; I can never be sober
All the strength I won't find
I can't shake this shit and I'm sick of it
I've spent my life
Fighting fear Ive never wanted to
And it haunts me
Leaving shadows that I'd never choose
From the back of my head
To the beat of my heart
I'm hoping that it's the end
But I know that it's the start
And climbing mountains towards a peak
I know I'll never see
The beating heart inside the man
I know I'll never be
Hanging on by a thread
As I feel it get loose
The body once of a boy
And his mind on a noose



Credits
Writer(s): Fear Culture
Lyrics powered by www.musixmatch.com

Link