Show Pain

I tell myself everyday that I'm okay
Hope the smile on my face doesn't show pain
It doesn't show pain
I tell myself everyday that I'm okay
Hope the smile on my face doesn't show pain

This is for the ones who are brave
The ones who gave up but you chose to stay
I'm done with feeling fed up
Man, it's hard to keep your head up
In my darkest time as my depression develops
I wanted to die, I wanted to escape
Wipe these tears from my face and I'll just run away
Embedded in my mind where my fears run deep
I might be strong I've got memories of being weak

I say that it's nothing and it doesn't mean a lot
I say I'm okay when you know I'm clearly not
I'm giving you a warning
I'm sick of the performing
I cry at night mind to smile in the morning
Depressed, sad, lonely and confused
Angry and I'm mad but I must have all bruised
That's what my depression is
Terrified to always live
Every time I break down, they tell to build another bridge

I tell myself that I'm okay
Hope the smile on my face doesn't show pain
It doesn't show pain, ay
I tell myself everyday that I'm okay
Hope the smile on my face doesn't show pain
It doesn't show pain

You're young and you shouldn't be confused
You hate the fact is that you're always in this mood
Please dude, someone needs you
And if you open your eyes, let them see you
And if you close that book, let them read through
But I know you messed up and I believe you
Now it's like a rope wrapped around my throat
It's when I can't even breathe
Someone show me the hope

In this black and white world
True colours show
Change your pigment but keep your afterglow
Late night walk, it's that late night thought
Daydreaming everyday, now they say it's your fault
90 seconds tryna change on the mood swings
Suicide doesn't help, it only ruins things
Show me all your blueprints
What ya cool kids, huh

Now you're putting in the effort but you should've known better
Smile on my face ain't nothing but pressure
You won't be here forever
But what you gotta remember
Is what you gotta remember
Is be strong, don't be weak
Stand up, find your feet
Be that person that you wanna be
The person that you wanna see
Remember this man, the person I'm talking about that is me

I tell myself that I'm okay
Hope the smile on my face doesn't show pain
It doesn't show pain, ay
I tell myself everyday that I'm okay
Hope the smile on my face doesn't show pain
It doesn't show pain
It never shows pain