Time Tunnel

My vision's fading fast
From the narrows at the edge
What is my focal point?
Neon shapes move like waves under eyelids
A blinding light that can not be unseen
Shapeless appearances
A future apparition of myself
I'm stuck in an infinite loop

Where every week feels the same
These past four years are becoming a blur

Time tunnel vision
Perceive the world with one goal in mind
Putting it all on the fucking line

How could I give up on what's barely been started?
I know that there's expectations for failure
How could I give up on what's barely been started?
What's the risk of risking it all?

There's a rift between aspiration and reality, apathy is my worst enemy
I won't crumble, I won't crack

There's a rift between aspiration and reality, apathy is my worst enemy
I won't crumble, from this endeavour

Tunnel vision, trying to find meaning in wavelengths of different shades

My vision's fading fast
From the narrows at the edge
What is my focal point?
Neon shapes move like waves under eyelids
A blinding light that can not be unseen
I've been stuck with time tunnel vision

Dim lights cast weak but straight lines a blurred edge
Its surface, and the sky, on the edge, on the edge

Keep me from caving in
Realities set through the scattered thoughts I've grown used to
I'd kill for a glimpse to see the world
How I used to, how I used to see it all

Fading lights and neon shapes, fall into a time loop