Poison

Here's a message to all
I'm sorry, I know that I've made a few mistakes
But this is who I am, don't expect me to change
Just get the fuck away

The bottle's resting tight against my lips
I hate to feel this way
I tried to bury this inside, so get the fuck up off my case
So sick and tired of all the humans trying to force on me

'Cause every time they hold me back
It's just one more, so fucking leave
I tell myself have just one more (Have just one more)
But then I drink it down and I don't feel so sure

Losing control, is this happening to me?
Living each day with this is sickening
I can't escape, I can't escape
It's the price that I pay for the poison inside of me

I'm at the bottom and there's nothing saving me
It took so long to be fucked up inside my own head
Oh, the last thing that I need is your sympathy
I'm not dead yet

So here's the problem
I've been drowning myself in this alcohol
And sure it's killing me, but I still don't feel anything
This room is spinning most days I pray for an unlit grave

They keep on telling me
But now I chosen and walk this way
The bottle's calling out my name
But I can't make it go away

I tell myself have just one more (Have just one more)
But then I drink it down and I don't feel so sure

Losing control, is this happening to me?
Living each day with this is sickening
I can't escape, I can't escape
It's the price that I pay for the poison inside of me

The darkness surrounds me, is this all a dream?
The faces are passing, breaking through the seems
The darkness surrounds me, is this all a dream?
The faces are passing, I'm breaking through the seems

Losing control, is this happening to me?
Living each day with this is sickening
I can't escape, I can't escape
It's the price that I pay for the poison inside of me